I didn't expect that people who don't like me will start liking me because this is an item on the schedule. So nothing will change. Come colleagues will love me, some are neutral, one person wants me to go. Hahahaha.
On a more general level: It is often more exciting to think of a "feared" meeting than to be actually there. Nevertheless the meeting, the people at the meeting today were entertaining, not everybody had fun.
My life at that job will remain difficult. I will go on.
Oh, time to go out......