but it was not special. I felt stiff. I'm happy that nobody could see me. I think it looked as if a bad pupil is forced to do something and doesn't like to do it at all. I felt stiff. But the structure of the series was there. I did surya namaskaras, standing positions. In the last second I remembered that I wanted to work on the second series. It is astonishing that I like to do full vinyasas when practicing second series. It is somehow relaxing. That way I can postpone the challenging backbendings and if it is for a few seconds. The vinyasa is relaxing in comparising with the backbendings. I did a short closing sequence. As I'm alone at home I can do another sequence this evening. I think of a Jivamukti CD.
My boyfriend is on a business trip. I learned on Monday that he would be away from Tuesday through Friday. So I decided not to change the linen. When I'm in bed now I can smell my boyfriend as if he is close to me. There is only one difference - I have so much more space (ha,ha,ha).