Wednesday, September 28, 2011

It's an inner game.



It cannot be seen from the outside. I was able to take my leg behind the head, also both. Nevertheless it was hard today. Only the breaks that I needed were hints of the inner fight. I went on and on. No extras today. I also omitted nothing. I know that also these lousy practices are important. It's difficult to describe what it is that makes a practice hard. Is it pain? Discomfort? Lack of mental energy? I don't know. Sometimes I feel like a van who has to climb a mountain, somtimes I feel like a plane flying full speed. Today I felt like a van with furniture of 2 families in the back.

Today was the last summer Mysore class. Next time, next Wednesday M is back. It was a lovely summer, it will be a hot winter.

Afterwards I went to the hairdresser. It seems to be  my body day today. Two hours the hairdresser washed and cut and combed and dried and cut my hair, my few hair. I fear she was more interested in me. She's also doing yoga. She wants to meet me to learn something. If she emails me I recommend our Mysore classes. My messages must be clear: I want to take pictures, I don't want to teach yoga. It's better not to mention yoga at all, I become passionate when I start talking about it. I'm still a bit too shy regarding my new passion taking pictures. I gave this activity "taking pictures" more room in the last weeks. It feels good. It helps me to tame yoga. 6 times a week for 2 hours, a short evening session and meditation is the limit. Blogging time is not counted. There are other exciting things in life but yoga.

At home again I wanted to make a U-turn. It's a mess here. This is what I have to do now, I must give my home some energy.

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