I terminated the contract that I've signed this morning. That was it.
Thank you I don't need that anymore, that unfriendly atmosphere. Every day.
Five rules alone how the employees shall behave in the restroom. It was posh, all in white and fire red. Sure, but this is not everything.
There are other ways to survive.
It was the correct decision, nevertheless I feel depleted. It was an attempt. It failed. So far this was the shortest job I ever had: 5 hours. It shall not be. I know it for quite some time already. I must find other occupations. The company life is not my life anymore. Again I tried it. It would be too long to describe all reasons in detail why this job could only lead to a desaster. I'm over it already.
I walked home after the job and I was not at all in the mood to sit down for a coffee to celebrate my first day. I couldn't see all the beauty of this summer day. I was done.
Source you must find something else for me. This didn't please me at all.
I don't know what I shall do right now. I've zero energy even though I've eaten the third vanilla soy pudding already.
Tomorrow I'll practice yoga and I'll write the next chapter of my book.
Today I'm sad about this outcome. Nevertheless all is OK. I know this was the best what could happen to me.