Yes, I think this is a good idea to discuss all my ideas with a professional person.
What can such a person, called coach do for me, I wonder now?
Perhaps he can function as a catalyst.
Perhaps he can motivate me.
Perhaps through presenting my ideas to someone my ideas becomes clearer. I don't know.
I initiated something, that was it. I'm curious how this goes on.
It is clear that I want to work and I have to, but how I will earn my money, I don't know. This sounds ridiculous I know, but so it is. I don't want to go back to the companies.......(only half-time, if necessary).
PS: I want to have enough time for yoga.......
PSS: more money, less work......that's it.