Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Please, I want to quote.....

"Perfect brilliant stillness" by David Carse page 359 ff.:
"So much worrying, so much anxiety, unrest. All the billions of body/mind organism, trying, longing, hoping, striving, struggling. Hardly one is free of that inner crying out, that quiet fear..........
Many times I say that the Understanding, this teaching, is not about comfort. Self realization is annihilation, pure and simple. The truth is that you are not; there can be no question of the 'you' being comforted. And that is true; this is not about comfort, but about truth. If truth is to be known, the individual self is not to be comforted, but totally lost, annihilated, dissolved. There is no other way: there is no way to wake up while staying comfortably asleep. Comforting, stabilizing, strengthening the sense of individual self can only lead to prolonging the suffering. The sense of individual self, looking for comfort, must always be frustrated, always come up empty, for it is not.

And yet. Yet if only once, only for a moment, there could be letting go, if there could be that pop of the shift in focus and the individual self seen beyond, seen for what it is, "an echo, a rainbow, a phantom, and a dream," then there is something. Then the individual self is gone, and needs no comforting. The individual self was simply a thought, an idea; a 'false imagination' that cried out for comforting. When the true nature of things is seen, apperceived, then there comes something far beyond comfort, though there is nothing any longer that needs it."

1 comment:

Chandrika Shubham said...

Interesting!