I just reflected on this Saturday. I washed clothes, I ironed, I washed clothes, I ironed.
I washed the dishes, I made the bed.
We just came back from an Italian restaurant. I was too lazy to prepare something to eat after all these chores. Tomorrow I want to get up at 5 again. I want to have time to do yoga tomorrow. Damned.
All my trips need a certain amount of organization. That's how it is. I was shocked when I looked at my watch and realized that it was 7 p.m. Where did the time go, I wondered.
I am in the moment, realizing that I have no influence at all, not on my own life, not on the life of others. But I would like to have influence right now......Hahahaha.