I was dawdling, I took a nap, and now it is evening.
No yoga, no nothing.
E has invited me to the Indian restaurant right now.
"When you are nice, I invite you for dinner", he told me.
"I am," I answered, but I don't know what this is, to be nice.
Afterwards I will have still some time to write bills, to continue my book and and and, and after dinner Iwill have more energy again hopefully.
The Source wants me to relax and dawdle and I want to be so busy and diligent.
The Source always wins. I should give up to want anything. To observe shall be enough. I will exercise awareness this evening. I will be aware how I eat this delicious Indian food. At least something. Smile.