But it was not my day. I had not the courage to drop down into urdhva dhanurasana from standing pose. The arch was better, I think, a bit better perhaps, but who knows. Feelings can cheat. The struggle for this pose goes on.
The main issue is not this ud pose. It's the discontentment and the distraction (d+d). More fun and more focus (f+f) is what I need.
I know very well, that once I drop back, of course I will have a feeling of joy. Perhaps I even might become a bit megalomaniac and I will think: Ha, everything is possible for me.
But soon after another wish will come up, then I will probably wish to be able to come up from this pose and so on. So nothing has changed except the challenge or the pose. And the pose is not so important, but important is the attitude. I recommend to myself f+f.