Of course old fears (Will I be able to ....) arise. React to the moment and everything will be fine, I tell myself.
....and now the cake.
The job would be such a nice present for the new year.
(Oh damned, I just realized that I probably gave them an old CV, not updated yet. How can I make such an inexcusable mistake. Because of my cleaning and organizing activities the old CV came on top. Now I am nervous. Damned. As if life isn't excited already. Check everything 3 times, I tell myself so often, but this morning I only put the CV that was on top of the pile in the envelope without looking at it. Such a beginner mistake.)