Thursday, October 01, 2015
Kino has created a new challenge for October and I'm in again.
It's a good start for me. I took a break to see if my back pain gets better. It doesn't. The pattern that I could make out is that the pain gets worse when I don't move. For instance after a few hours at the desk in front of my computer the pain is awful. It's absent when I move. I cannot move all the time. But I think I can do yoga.
I'm at a turning point with my practice again. I'll do much more home practices again. Life is a huge experiment, so is my yoga.
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
I have preferences. I prefer the version when the palms face each other.
When I turn the hands I have the feeling as if I cannot take the arms closer to the floor. I feel stuck.
It is said that the above position opens the shoulders more. I don't feel that. Yet one can really exercise both versions.
Also utthita parsva konasana got adjusted during my stay in Vienna.
The teacher saw that I had too much weight on my hand. Yet it's the feet/legs that stabilize the pose. When the feet press into the floor the upper body is more flexible. At once the asanas feels better.
I never liked to take pictures of this asana because the face looked always a bit strange due to the head position.
My head got adjusted, too.
The head doesn't move backwards, it turns around. That is, the chin doesn't move upwards, it turns around.
It might be even easier to look first backwards, and then going down into the position.
When the head position is correct, the back of the neck and the back are in line. Then the head is parallel to the camera and this pose looks nicely also on pictures.
Dristis are important. From L I learned it's not gazing at a point, yet gazing towards a point. His example was downward facing dog. When the bandhas are engaged one will never be able to see the navel. Yet one can look towards it.
It's always looking TOWARDS a point.
To have the weight on the legs is doable at once.
To correct the head position will take time.
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
The hint, that I'll describe in this post, has changed my surya namaskara A, but also how I jump forward. It bettered enormously. I found another piece of the mosaic.
My practice was observed in great detail in Vienna. I thought I would move my leg straight between my hands, but this was not the case. The poses feel so differently than they look. I did this movement in slow motion and I realized that I have to move the knee closer to the body in order to keep it in line.
Usually I didn't care much about this short moment when the foot was between the hands. I moved the hands upwards. I took care that my bent leg remained parallel to the floor. Most students move upwards here.
I tried to have a 90% angle between leg and body. This was it.
Yet this moment when the foot is between the hands is worth being studied. Why: It can help how one jumps forward.
I put a blanket on the floor so that my foot is about 1cm off the floor. Usually my body was on the knee. One can be creative and find time to relax even when not expected. Yet it's so much more useful to have space between body and leg. If there is enough space between body and leg and foot and floor, jumping through without touching the floor is possible.
I hold this pose (pic 2) for several breaths. The body shall remember this position. Secondly it's good to build strength exactly in this position. Best is being able to have the foot off the floor without blanket.
Last Friday when I was in a Mysore class I was so astonished how often I was able to jump forward without sliding on the floor with my feet. The understanding of this position helped me. Sometimes it's just getting a hint and the pose or vinyasa improves. Sometimes one has to work towards a goal.
When jumping forward it's even a bit easier, because the legs are crossed and therefore it's easier to have the feet of the ground because there is more room.
I also remembered the height where the feet pass by the arms.
To experience that it is possible to create space between the floor and the feet and the leg and the body helps also psychologically. It's an 'aha-moment'. To see this space is the prove that the jumps are possible.
I move the leg in slow motion between the arms. I take a break when my foot is between my arms to build strength. I try to lift up the foot. My body doesn't rest anymore an the leg.
Suddenly the sun salutations become interesting again. Not only this. They exhaust me again.
Try it! This hint has the potential to better your vinyasas.
Monday, September 14, 2015
During my last stay in Vienna I went to an Ashtanga yoga school. This was surely one highlight of this trip. We were only few people in class and I got more or less a private lesson. The feed-back that I got will change my practice.
Let's start with the sun salutation:
The sun salutation serve as a warm up. Yet when performed correctly they can prepare to perform asanas and vinyasas.
Practicing chaturanga dandasana correctly helps to build strength that is needed when jumping backwards i.e..
Currently I feel stuck at the 'jumping backwards' because I don't know how to shift the weight of my body forward towards my hands when I've lifted the body, so that my legs have room enough to move/fly backwards.
I have found a key to this challenging movement. It starts really at the very beginning.
The asanas and vinyasas feel differently than they actually look like.
I always tried to feel the weight of my body on my hands before I actually jumped backwards, Obviously it was not enough and soon the weight was more on the feet than on the arms.
The advise was to make smaller jumps and to move the shoulders forward.
I try this now and it's so much more challenging. It feels even a bit awkward. I might hang a bit through. The bandhas could be engaged more. Yet I've found another tiny piece of the mosaic.
The lower arms shall be parallel to the wall.
(To change a habit can be difficult.)
Practicing chaturanga dandasana correctly will help me to build strength in the arms that is needed for the 'jumping backwards vinyasa'. I'm glad for every tiny step.
Tuesday, September 08, 2015
This morning after a lousy almost sleepless night I gave up. First I didn't get up as planned. I felt exhausted, even ill. When I finally got up the blood pressure seemed to be low. I felt dizzy. In the kitchen I hesitated for some time. But I felt so bad that I finally ate the blackberries that I still had from the first day, the fruit day. After that I dashed at the banana, but I couldn't eat it the whole banana. The body and mind were too weak to put it on a plate afterwards. To eat tofu and vegetables again like yesterday already for breakfast seemed to be a horror. I schlepped myself to the bed again. Feet and hands were ice cold. The rest of the body felt even feverish. Overall feeling: very bad. Relaxation overpowered me and slowly I got better.
During the last days I planned already the first meal after these 7 days of fasting. Now it was the breakfast on the 5th day. It required some energy to prepare it. In pyjama I ate it and I knew that to give up this 'fasting' only 2 days before the official end was the best I could do. The energy was exhausted after the act of preparing a tiny meal. To put back my ingredients was too much already. Horizontal in the bed again I waited till the food would kick in. This was soon the case. Energy returned and it allowed me to shower.
I'm happy with my decision and that I don't have to play the role of a hero. Enough is enough.
My goals are reached.
1. I slipped into this treasure trap lately, how I call it now after having read the book 'The treasure Trap'. The craving for sweets, chocolate, cakes, panna cotta had no limit. This found an end. Today I'll meet a friend to see the Warhol exhibition. At the opposite side of the museum is my favorite ice cream seller. Alone the thought of eating ice cream makes me feel sick. And it is my favorite coconut vegan ice cream. I used to go miles for it at any time.
2. My wished weight is reached also. I can imagine that this is the most interesting point for many in a society where half of it is overweight. The yogis are in general slimmer. I won't make a secret out of it, here is a graph. One of my first apps was 'Check your weight'. Every day one can enter the weight. Hahahaha.........
One can clearly see, that weight goes up and down. This is normal and no yoyo. During my vacation I couldn't enter anything but as so often at the end it's a bit on the upper rim. It's almost impossible to eat healthy in restaurants. And then I started the 'fasting'. It was not really satisfying to see that every day only a few gram less were on the scales. In sum it was great. I lost 2 kg and 200 gr within 5 days. The effort for this was huge.
Life is an experiment. I loved to experience the effect on the body if one eats food of a certain kind only. It felt unbalanced. One shouldn't feel hunger during these 7 days. This promise couldn't be kept 100%, which is not a tragedy.
I have made plans for the day after. This is a post to come.
NEVER AGAIN, I'll try a fasting.
Monday, September 07, 2015
The worst of the day is behind me already: The Mysore class. This is a joke. It was awesome. My practice had an intensity that I cannot create at home even though I have a focused practice these days. The wall cannot substitute the adjustments of my teacher M when I exercise kapotasana.
I sweated, I felt thirsty after the practice. At home I fell in the bed and slept.
Today is the fifth day of 'fasting':
I thought: OMG, this day will become difficult.
The first step was to change this self-talk. I managed 4 days, why shall I not manage day 5?
Here is the menu of day 5:
1. Drink your glass of water. Done.
2. Today 2 portions of Tofu and 6 tomatoes in sum are on the menu. It's best to eat the tomatoes raw.
3. One shall drink 1 l of water minimum in addition.
4. It's allowed to eat the 'miracle soup'. The recipe can be found on yesterday's post. When I reread this, I became optimistic again.
I celebrate my meals. I taste consciously what I put into my mouth. Chewing happens automatically. I realize how the consistency of the food changes the longer it is in the mouth. Also the taste changes.
The meals are light. I'm not full, but it is enough what I eat. Less is more.
There is a lot to do today. This redirects the focus to something else but this 'fasting'. I'll sleep as much as I want. I don't feel hungry, but when I ask myself 100 times, I might change my opinion without real reason. So, it's good that I'm busy.
Yes, also this day will be doable.
I feel good.
Sunday, September 06, 2015
The fourth day of 'fasting':
1. It's known already: Drink a glass of water in the morning, room-temperature
2. Today up to 8 bananas and 3 glasses of almond milk were allowed.
3. In addition the 'miracle soup' stood on the menu.
Here is the recipe for the soup as you see it on the picture:
- half an onion
- 2 stems of celery
- 1 red pepper
- 1 peeled tomato
Herbs of the Provence and a bit of salt. All herbs were allowed.
I simmered the onions in olive oil, added slowly the rest of the vegetables. I let the soup simmer about 20 minutes.
I can clearly say, I had no hunger today. Nevertheless the meals are light. Cravings disappear. It becomes clear why this week is called 'fasting'. It refreshes the senses. I'm surprised how good I feel.
Half of this fasting week is over. I started already planning the time after.
A story: Yesterday I had prepared this salad with carrots. The dressing should be of olive oil and apple vinegar. Quick, quick I took the closest vinegar. The apple vinegar was behind other bottles. Of course I have up to 7 different vinegars. So I used this speciality that stood in the fridge door. To be honest it spoiled the salad. After having eaten fresh fruit and vegetables as they grow in nature during the last days, this sugar- spicy,-vinegar was so artificial. It was too much ugly taste. It was insofar good that I used it, as I realized how quickly my senses recovered.